UGH

what a month I am now 30 weeks pregnant. and oh boy am I ready for it to be over!!!!!! :)
I have been back home for 4 weeks now no more long trips out of town, but I am spending the weekend at my moms WOOT WOOT I love spending time at my mom when it isn't very long, like more than 6 days

I have found the most amazing family as I have said before but the mom and I are so close its really nice we have our girls days and then the next week its a family day it is a great experiance although i am not looking forward to the paper signing and stuff in the hospital

but I am still single I wouldn't mind a boyfriend right now they are nice to have from time to time but I don't want to hamper my own self being by getting a boyfriend

Our new game!!!

I have discovered that my baby loves to play games, even though idon't like some of them she loves this thing where she kicks or puts a body part pushing out of my tummy and I try and pouc=sh it back because it is uncomfortable, buyt no she then moves to a different part of the tummy and does it again this goes on for about 15 minutes until she starts violently ticking on my ribs. the worst feeling in the world its worse than your wosrt cramps ever!!!!! but we have fun together! :) <3

WOW

Holy Hannabells its been a long time since I blogged. I am getting way lazy now that I can't really move around like I used to!
well tonight was a great night I announced the adoption to the couple, Alan and Lynette!! It was great fun i bought pink and white stereamers and white balloons and set them up around a small office and then I had a pink and brown diaper bag full of stuff, there was a pink mobil, a bottle with a pink rim, a pink towel that said 'once upon a time' that cam with three washclpthes, and two bibns one was green and blue (I think) that said 'I love my big brother, and the other was pink and it also said ' I love my big brother.
I swear I never have a camera when I need one. Darn it not having a job anymore I never have any money andmore!!!!
but other than that it has been a busy summer I went to Idaho for two weeks while my maternal grandparents went on an Alaskan cruise and then we got home on a wedsday and that friday we went camping for a family reunion!!! crazy crazy and now I am pooped out and out of the habit of trying to go for a walk to try and keep in shape,.........so much good that is doing

and then this week has been pretty busy monday we got home from the camping, tuesday I went shopping for the announcement of the adoption for that night, wendsday is my only free day, thursday I have a prenatal appointment at 8 30 in the AM and then at 10 in the AM I am hanging out with my friend annalyn! and then that night I am going to try and make it to group at the adoption agency, friday I have a date, and saturday I am going to a picnic with Alan and Lynette and their two little boys and that night I am going to a play...........WHEW what a week

wow I fell behind

well its been two weeks since I last blogged
I have been in Idaho visiting my paternal grandparents and sadly my dad too. but things are all day. this weekend I am spending time with danielle instead of going camping with family.....but its all good shopping and going out to eat with out guys for a whole weekend could a girl ask for anything else to make a weekend perfect!!! :)
well I am planning on inducing my labor for my baby so danielle and the adopting mom Lynette and I are all gertting together and we are going to plan it all out. this is going to be fun (not)
well lall my friuends are leaving this saturday to go back up to rexburg for school, I am going to be lonely in church again.
but I have a couple of dates lined up but none of that romantic stuff. thats is for if you mean to get serious with a guy not if you want to get to know him as a guy first.....

Finally

well the day before I left to spend two days with my grandma Henderson I met with another couple. and after a couple of days and a prayer in my heart I finally picked a couple to adopt my baby
on the 10th of september I will be announcing the adoption still trying to come up with a big Idea for the announcement but its getting there. UGH........................

WOWZERS

well today was an intersting but great day!!! First I sang in sacrement meeting with my friend Kelsey >.< and then we had an amazing linger longer with hawaiian haystacks. and then I went straight to LDS Family Services to meet with a couple they are so great I will post a later blog about what happened but AI am short on time tonight......and after that meeting I had dinner at like 4 in the afternoon darn baby makes me eat constantly!!!!! 0.o but anyways after dinner I went to a firside that was fun lots of talking and making fun of Erin LOL but off to bed for me I have to deal with military affairs from a year ago........................lucky me (ugh)

The dramatic life of Me

so my friends all started blogging and I figured I should start since I hate long hand writing. But its all good this will keep me occupied when I don't want to do school work........ :p

So I am a freshman in collage now I am enrolled in a baptist college online called Liberty university. it is going to be awkward at first my major is going to be Psychology and after I get my masters in it I am going to get licensed marriage and family therapist. which is kind of ironic because of the family I come from. Its pretty broken but we love each other anyways.......besides my biological father.....long story there. but this semester is mainly going to be awkward because as of right now I am 6 months pregnant with a baby girl...who in the end is going up for adoption...many a person disagrees with me but I can't handle a baby and 8 years of college its just to hard for me I want to get my life in order and be married before I think about having more kids which will be awhile because I am in a dating rut right now........but its life this thing happens.....and my belief is that God sent this baby to me for another baby who isn't able to have babies and that makes me happy, that I can serve my lord and grow stronger at the same time and come to know more of who I am and what I want out of my life other than happiness and a husband