EEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!

Well in the last couple of months, I have gotten engaged! Makes me happy but the down side of life is I chose to quit my job because my supervisor was talking behind my back and causing a lot of drama between me and my other co workers so I chose to leave. I am loving life for the most part just trying to find a job to finance my wedding next May

life rox

well its been awhile since I posted last I know no one follows me but its nice to write my thought
my life is finally working itself out I have never been stronger in the church, I am in school, and I have lost a couple of inches in the last few weeks.
I am not like all my other girl friends......boy crazy I really like dating ya but my social life doesn't depend on dates I go out all the time by myself because i am just that AWESOME..... ya not going to happen I am just lame like that its been almost a year since I had Ashley who is in the best enviroment any mother could hope for I wouldn't take it back for anyhting in the world! I know my posts have been short and sweet but when I have this much time I like to type......alot. It tends to be my weekness when I get around a keyboard and nothing to do but think
well I am out

school

so its been all of three days that I have been in school and I already have a butt load of homework like 170 someodd math problems and 2 essays all due by friday and with work giving me fulltine hours when I am part time I am starting to get pissed and with my being on probation already because I have been redally sick like way bad almost like morning sickness to the max it sucks but with homework school ad work I have no time to myself and I don't know what t do anymore when I do have time to myself I have so many things to do I don't knwo where to start

well things are looking up I am starting school this week and ashley is forever sealed to her family and I am so happy I got to go to court with them last week to finalize the adoption I don't think I have been happier
church was great today afterwards we had sack lunches it was interestinly fun for me and well thats about as far as church goes
I have no social life I am always iwth my friend megan on ym days off or going to the temple
my dating life still sucks no one asks me anymore and I am not so sure I want to date just yet ya its nice and all but I am still trying to set in my schedule for work and school

headache central

so my life is great, great boyfriend, great friends, great school, great family. But when pretty girl (lol) like me gets serious with someone.. about 5 other guys pop up and confess their feelings and you used to like them before you were with this mister wonderful and you don't know what to do
I have a hard enough time saying no as it is and I guess this is just making it easier for me....LOL
well I am planning one of the biggest things in my life next to marriage....IO am moving out to South Carolina with my Boyfriend to see if we can handle being married insstead of going through a nasty divorce we would just go through a nasty break up .....I love my parents but I don't want to go through what they did

well life has been nothing but amazing even with this last week being a downer. well I am ina relationship and it is going more than spplendid I am moving in with him soon, we met back in high school and went on one date. and when he comes home to utah for a visit in july my friend melanie and I are surprising him at an ungodly hour for breakfast a double date and a visit with old friends and meeting my friends and family. I am so stoked. and the great hting is he loves to hear updates about Ashley and he doesn't mind when I talk about her. although I haven't been talking about her as much as a used to its still nice to not have to hold it in. It was a big part of my growing up last year and by far the hardest thing I did (being pregnant) ugh I want another baby but I am settling on waiting becuae I know I can't handle one at the time.. But anyways here's to ALL my family and friends that helped me with the decision I made even you mom you were great to me even though you didn't like what I did and even though we had our hard times you understood me and I couldn't have asked for more and to my family in idaho I will always love you for letting me be and not pushing like everyone did while I was here for one decision or the other

Sailors

so as of MArch 14th I am dating a US Sailor. we have known each other since my first year at Paradigm High back on ...... well it was my freshmore year.

ANyways we met up again on facebook and it as all been uphill since then I fell things are going to go far with this one

He is still in South Caarolina, and only gets to come to utah on his leave, SADNESS!!

but we will make this one work I at least will give it my all

I have no idea what to do

on new years eve I went to a party with my friend Logan and met my now boyfriend Preston, the only thing is he is just a bit immature for me even though he is 20 he acts like he is still in high school and I promised myself that I wouldn't ever date any one like that again.
I care for him alot and I don't want to hurt him but idon't know what to do I don't love him. I am in such a pickle with this one I have no idea what to do.